Monday, September 21, 2009

Black sheep

10:29 PM

Just one and the half hour to go before 22th of September arrive. What day is tomorrow? 22th of September? My birthday? Is it true? Why don't I feel the happiness of welcoming the arrival of my 16th birthday?

Yin, sorry. I know I promised you before that I'll be more positive, but I still can't make it. My brain is crushing me. I can't stop thinking all the negative thing. They are always in my mind, can't get rid off them. Failed to complete that mission.

Itchy itchy itchy, my body is always itchy. And now, I need tablets and cream to get rid off the itchyness. Hate that, really hate that. Can't you just leave me alone? Itchyness, stomach ache, really making me crazy. Suffer!!!!!!!

Parents are complaining about me again. My mom said that I always work for the school, didn't help to do housework. Do you really think that I want to work for the school? The school problem is another matter that made me crazy. She also said that I always sms, always sleep, always do other thing. Always sms? Are you sure? I'm always finding a friend to talk to but not a single one that I manage to find.

As other says, if both of the parent have the same sur name, the children of theirs will be a stupid children. My brother, my sister, they are smart, unlike me, the stupid one, the idiot one. Black sheep, am I the black sheep in my family? Always get scolded my parents. Stupid thing.

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