Nothing to forgive
10:32 AM
Just read that blog.
It is really nothing, please don't blame yourself, is okay for me. I know that, only a person that is suitable for me to tell my personal problem, only her, I manage to tell to, I always want to tell to.
But, I won't tell her, because I know she is busy, I don't want to bother her. Other then that, I don't want to effect her too. She's positive now, is better for her to maintain like that. When she's happy, I'll be glad for her.
Since nobody is the most suitable to tell to now, so I had choosen to hide everything for myself. Only one concept in my mind, I'm the only one who suffer is better than others suffer.
Recently, I felt that I can't communicate with a person. Is this that person's problem or my problem. Or maybe both?
And one more thing, I know this is unfair, but I hope that she'll tell me her problems. I don't want her to hide everything for herself, then become negative again, then back to the past...
It is really nothing, please don't blame yourself, is okay for me. I know that, only a person that is suitable for me to tell my personal problem, only her, I manage to tell to, I always want to tell to.
But, I won't tell her, because I know she is busy, I don't want to bother her. Other then that, I don't want to effect her too. She's positive now, is better for her to maintain like that. When she's happy, I'll be glad for her.
Since nobody is the most suitable to tell to now, so I had choosen to hide everything for myself. Only one concept in my mind, I'm the only one who suffer is better than others suffer.
Recently, I felt that I can't communicate with a person. Is this that person's problem or my problem. Or maybe both?
And one more thing, I know this is unfair, but I hope that she'll tell me her problems. I don't want her to hide everything for herself, then become negative again, then back to the past...
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