Happy a bit, smile more, and you'll be good

I just came back from Taiping Sentral.

Yin, Jia Yi and I went there to watch Tiger Woo Hoo. This is the first time I watch night movie with my friends. It feels great!

Tomorrow going to Physics tuition, parents going to Ipoh again, haiz. Zaku, can you fetch me to tuition tomorrow from CRC, again?

Sorry, for causing so much trouble for you.

Still wondering, why I'll meet him three times continueously at Taiping Sentral without planning...

Comments (0) Full article

Today, in this year is the first time I did my assignment until now (12:44 a.m.) without feeling tired but a felt little hungry. >.<

This may be because I slept quite long in the car due to an accident occured when I'm coming back from Ipoh at the highway.

Tell you guys a good news, I bought the egg tarts you guys mentioned. Sorry, I didn't buy the quantity that you guys mentioned, each of everyone can just have one of them.

And one more thing, it is actually quite far compared to the distance Pam said. My family and I have to pass through more than 2 traffic lights to reach Choy Kee. But luckily, we found that shop in just few minutes. ^^

Let's us have an egg tart party tomorrow!

Comments (0) Full article

What the hell?!

I'm trying to clear my bag as empty as possible. But the God play a fool with me, tomorrow's books are so many, can't really decide what books should I take out from my bag.

Tomorrow night, four of us are going to a Chemistry test, but I didn't do my revision yet, haiz. Hope that tomorrow's assignment will be less or the better, zero >.<

Assignments left : 2
Dateline : next week and Febuary
Percentage : 0% and 70%

Assignment, gonna finish it as early as possible.

Comments (0) Full article

I'm so tired. Physically, I still can't figure out why when I come back from school on every Sunday, I'll become super tired.

Mentally, even tired. Mental tired will be even suffer then physical tired. Can't control my tiredess. If I manage to control it, it will surely be perfect.

I hope that I can be infected by a very serious illness, an illness that needs a long time to recover, so that I can relax myself better. This is the only way to throw everything out from my mind.

Mind condition : Saturated!

Comments (0) Full article

Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Sejarah...

Which subject should I start revision first? Form 4 first of Form 4 then? Form 5 first or Form 5 then?

Sejarah is the worse, I failed 3 time for 4 examination last year. Still wondering will I fail Sejarah again in the March exam.

Honestly, Form 5's Sejarah is better to study. The syllabus is not so boring and the most important, I owned a good teacher teaching our class Sejarah this year. ^^

Additional Mathematics, another problem. When doing complicated questions, I start getting blur and can't continue doing the question. Haiz... Only way, do more question...

Whatever, I'll just do my best. As long as I do my very best, there will be no regret...

Comments (0) Full article

Hatred is a negative word. No one would like to hate people or being hate by people, this 'activity' is so tired, isn't it?

But sometimes we have to admit that, we can't run away from this matter. Someone may hate the others and the others may hate someone for some reason. In this moment, maybe someone do hate me too?

We may neglect that feeling of hatred if you want to live in a better life. That is their business, just let them do what they like.

Being honest, I do hate someone in the past. Hating others is not a must, it will snatch your happiness if you do hate someone. So, I don't hate people now, I just don't like some of them >.<

Take it easy, be happy, if you can ^^

Comments (0) Full article

Stupid karangan made my mood turns even moody.

I'm lack of idea to write that stupid karangan now. What should I write to Perdana Menteri in a sudden? I have nothing to say to him since I don't have the right to do or say anything.

Idiot beginner and one main point, I just wrote these, nothing else I can think to write about in that paper.

Anymore idea for me to add some points?

Comments (0) Full article

Still wondering, what is the motif of letting me live on this earth.

Dad is busying fetching me go and back from tuition 4 times a week. Mum have to pay the fee for 3 tuition centres. After parents done so much, they didn't see any improvement. They felt dissapointed right?

I'm going for English tuition, Biology tuition, Chemistry tuition and Physics tuition. Improvement, not much, but always suffer from tiredness. I know I'm a bad girl, I'm not a cleaver girl, I'm a troublesome person. I can't solve any problems but I manage to create problem for the others.

Why my sister can but I can't? She got 9 As for her SPM without attending any tuition. She looks so relax when she is facing her SPM, she can even watch movie at night although she is sitting for her SPM in the next morning.

Worthless, valueless, useless...

Comments (0) Full article

Everything has a limit.

The feeling of a person has a limit.
The patient of a person has a limit.
The condition of a person has a limit.
The concern of a person must have a limit too.

Due to my over concern, I woke up a girl that sleeping deeply. Felt really guilty and sorry to her for waking her up. Sorry...

Comments (0) Full article

Today, I skipped school practice and went to Taiping Sentral to help Yin to celebrete her birthday.

How can we celebrate a person's birthday by skating with birthday girl? This is the style of hers? Haha... Anyway, as long as she is happy. Birthday girl must be happy always.

Skating is a fun game, agree right? Although Tracey, Yin and I hurt a little when we are playing, but I'm sure that we enjoy yourself..^^

Lastly, Happy Birthday, Yin!!

Comments (0) Full article

Waiting for mum to come back now. She said that she will make a fish bugger for me when she's back. Nice!

Still remember the past few years, my mum made bugger for me and let me take it to school. It taste nice, I love it so much. But after that, my mum didn't made for me anymore.

Mum, can you come back earlier? I want to eat my bugger, my memorable bugger.

Can I go back to the past? It will be easiler for me for sure. No sadness, no happiness. The way of living alone, nothing to worry about.

hurray! mum is back. bugger time!

Comments (0) Full article

Fever, go away, don't bother my doggie. I don't want to see her suffer. If you wanna attack, just attack me please.

She is so cheerful before she is sick, she will shake her tail when I came back from school or tuition. She will angry when I do her if she's not in a good mood.

But now, she is weak, moody, don't like to move around. So pity looking her like that.

So, go away fever or come to me. Please...

Comments (0) Full article

So tired! I feel like going to faint when I get up from the chair or the floor although I just woke up from my nap.

About 1 hour nap, why I feel like didn't sleep at all? Still exhausted, still blur blur~

Don't know what to do now. Still wondering...

Comments (0) Full article

I hate you I hate you!!

You ruin my plan, you make me spolit my promise, you make me feel guilty!

Not only that, you took my time, took my money, took my energy, took everything you could!

Stupid orkestra! I really regret that I said that sentences four years ago. My biggest regret, ever!

Really hope that I can leave orkestra at April, another disaster..

Comments (0) Full article

Just now in Physics tuition, I'm chatting with Shein Min all the way. This is because I'm sitting at the back, can't really 100% concentrate what is the teacher teaching. >.<

She said she can feel that she will be thrown aside in this class before the tuition starts, and at the end, it really occured. It feels sad, dissapointed right? I know that feeling well, I had been through that before..

Really feel moody after chat with her, everthing in the past had recalled. So sad.. When I'm in CRC, I can't even concentrate on my Biology studies. I can't control my emotion well, what a failure.

The one is good should be treasure well, and of course, the bad one should be thrown away as fast as possible. No time for you to be moody, you still have a lot of things to do..

Comments (0) Full article

Just read that blog.

It is really nothing, please don't blame yourself, is okay for me. I know that, only a person that is suitable for me to tell my personal problem, only her, I manage to tell to, I always want to tell to.

But, I won't tell her, because I know she is busy, I don't want to bother her. Other then that, I don't want to effect her too. She's positive now, is better for her to maintain like that. When she's happy, I'll be glad for her.

Since nobody is the most suitable to tell to now, so I had choosen to hide everything for myself. Only one concept in my mind, I'm the only one who suffer is better than others suffer.

Recently, I felt that I can't communicate with a person. Is this that person's problem or my problem. Or maybe both?

And one more thing, I know this is unfair, but I hope that she'll tell me her problems. I don't want her to hide everything for herself, then become negative again, then back to the past...

Comments (0) Full article

Today, can't concentrate when I'm doing my homework. Is this because I know that today's homework is not many as yesterday? Maybe...

In class, I think I'm being rude to teacher again but it's not as serious as last year, I think. oh god, still can't change my attitude, my way of speaking.

I think I have to start shut my mouth when any teacher is in front of me. This will avoid being rude, avoid speaking wrong sentences, avoid this, avoid that. Good idea~

Tired! Although I sleep at 11 o'clock and wake up at 5.30a.m. (6 and the half hours), but I still feel tired. This is my another problem, no matter I sleep how long, I'll still feel tired. Haiz..

Well, better start my work now, before I regret what I have not done.

Comments (0) Full article

Actually, I didn't want to walk in 5Sc4, I'm really afraid that I will not willing to walk out from that class.

But in that condition, with the door locked, and I need to get my books, I have to walk in that class, that familiar class.

Suffer, why wanna treat me like this? But, I don't have time to suffer now, I don't really own enough time for my studies. Teacher gave us quite a number of homeworks, and we have to finish it in time although teacher didn't say when to pass it up.

Now in the class, I don't have time to think of others. Life is busier and busier, this is Form 5's life, right?

Comments (0) Full article

Well, I'm going to school later, the first day of schooling in 2010!

All set, just waiting for my parents to get their things done and ready to leave the house.

Good luck, everyone~

Comments (0) Full article

Tomorrow, going back to school tomorrow. Haiz...

First, I don't know whether I can wake up at 5.30a.m. or not, long time didn't wake up so early already.

Second, going to study in a disaster class. Woei ask me to try to accept everything, but I still don't know whether I manage to do what as she said.

Third, Kar Ling said that we gonna start inviting new students to take part in orkestra in the first day of schooling, so tiring...

OMG~,speechless now...

Comments (0) Full article

Although I'm having bad day in the first day of 2010, but I really enjoy myself in the second day of 2010.

I played roller skate with Woei and my old friend. So excited! This is my first time playing roller skate, Woei and I played 8 hours of it.

Roller skating is a nice activity, hope that I can go there again with a gang of friends...

Comments (0) Full article

The first day in 2010, boring.

Firstly, I went out early in the morning to take my breakfast. I think because I ate nasi lemak for my breakfast, so feel like having a little of gastric after meal.

Haha, I didn't eat lunch today. My family and I skipped our lunch accidentally. Although I didn't eat in the afternoon, but I don't feel hungry. Or maybe this had become a habit of mine?

I went to Ipoh just now, done nothing, so boring. My father had an appointment with somebody, but they didn't meet in time, so my mum and I have to wait. We ate our dinner with two other uncles. Because of the two guy, I have to wait again. Haiz...

First day of 2010 is so boring, can't imagine what will happen next, and I don't want to know it too...

Comments (0) Full article