Monday, November 30, 2009

Had the holiday begins?

12:15 PM

Holiday? Have the holiday starts? Why I don't feel the joy that should be enjoying during holiday?

Every morning I still have to go out with my parents. I know is is all for my own good, my parents are afraid that I'll be harmed if I stay in home alone.

But, just folllowing them out like that is really boring, so I'll sleep in the car almost in the whole journey. Now, my mother will start to scold, blaming me that always sleep in the car, said that I'm just like a person that lag of sleep.

Okay, I don't sleep, I'll listen to music. When I listen to music, she'll scold again. She said that I won't know what's happenning around me when I'm listenning to mucis. Even that somemore is going to attack me, I'll won't know the person is coming too.

So, what you want me to know? You don't allow me to sleep, don't allow me to listen to music and don't even allow me to stay in my house. What should I do? What you want me to do?

Can you just allow me to enjoy my holiday happily? Or everything it will occur is fate? The god don't allow me to enjoy my holiday, he wants me to suffer.

Since everything is fate, I'll just follow what they want me to do. I'll do what as they say. No choices for me. So, don't ask me what is my opinion about the out door activity, just do what you guys like...

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