Conclusion?
9:42 PM
This morning when I return to my class with Jia Yi, I saw Woei sitting at my place and chatting with Ming and Yin.
Suddenly, I stopped, thinking quietly, should I walk to my place? Is it the suitable time for me to walk towards there? Will I interrup their conversation if I'm present?
Honestly, after that day, I do feel uneasy when I see that particular friend chatting at aside. So, I'll just choose to leave the class like this morning, waitting at aside until they finish their conversation, or just doing my things quietly at one corner.
I know I can't behave like this, but I really can't control myself. Hate myself for acting like this. Hate that feeling too.
Suddenly, I stopped, thinking quietly, should I walk to my place? Is it the suitable time for me to walk towards there? Will I interrup their conversation if I'm present?
Honestly, after that day, I do feel uneasy when I see that particular friend chatting at aside. So, I'll just choose to leave the class like this morning, waitting at aside until they finish their conversation, or just doing my things quietly at one corner.
I know I can't behave like this, but I really can't control myself. Hate myself for acting like this. Hate that feeling too.
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