Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Lack

11:14 PM

Now, lack of idea to write blog.

I'm just waiting for my uniform to be washed before I go to bed.

Weather had became warmer and warmer, even at night I still could feel the heat. Hot weather, I don't really like it.

Keep smiling to overcome every problem we face? Is this a positive thinking or just lying to ourself?

It should be positive thinking, not negative thinking.

Be positive always~ If I manage...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Pain

7:51 PM

Stomachache, I'm used to it. But please, don't attack me at the wrong time.

Schooling time, tuition time, please don't attack me. I'm not afraid of you, I'm just afraid that you'll cause trouble for me.

Even now my shoulder cause pain. When I sit up straight for too long period, the pain will start attack me again. This means, stop sitting straight?

These pain, I'm used to it. Attention, I'm not afraid of you!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Not suitable

9:58 PM

'Be what you wanna be'

This sentence is not suitable for me. I can't be what I wanna be, I'm sure many of them will not accept me if I did that.

I don't have confidence to be what I wanna be. Many of my characteristic are bad.

Since I can't be what I wanna be, I'll just follow others' orders. It may be better for me, I think.

Throw all the bad characteristic away. It is easy for me to say, but difficult for me to do. Well, I'll just have to put more effort on it.

REMEMBER, what mum said just now, please...

All is for your own GOOD. Parents don't hurt you or ruin your whole life.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Conduct an experiment

8:38 PM

Problem statement :
How to determine the negativity of a person?

Aim of experiment :
To investigate the level of negativity between two person.

Hypothesis :
The more the number of negative post, the more negative the person are.

Variables :
Manipulated variable : The number of negative post
Responding variable : Negativity of a person
Constant variable : Posts from private blog

List of apparatus :
Eye for checking, hand for scrolling

Technique used :
Calculate the number of negative posts.

Procedure :
1) Two suitable person were choosen.
2) The number of two persons' negative posts were told.
3) The results were recorded below.

Presentation of data :
A : 7 negative posts in 3 months
B : 20++ negative posts in 38 days

Conclusion :
The more the number of negative post, the more negative the person are. The hypothesis is accepted.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Change?

11:08 PM

Had I change? Do anyone discover this fact?

However, the inside me is still the same me. But the outer one, had totally changed.

I'm just an ordinary girl that hopes to own the little thing that I wants...

I'm just an ordinary girl that afraid of being hurt by others...

Tired, tired, tired... Hope that the lonely night would not end.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Crazy

9:56 PM

Be friends with me if you wanna know me
Stay away form me if you hate or dislike me
You may play a fool on me if you're boring
I'm used to it for being fooled by others
So I don't really mind what you're doing to me
This is just because I'm a self-mistreatment

Suddenly feel like writing this kind of crazy things. But, that's the truth isn't it?

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Bad sister

10:32 PM

I'm a bad daughter and a bad sister.

Just now when I sent my sister to the bas station, at the moment I look her get up the bus, I felt relieve. Sorry sis..

These few days, I'm always blaming her. Blaming her for coming back at the wrong time, blaming for her presence made my program can't work.

Went she's back, she keep watching movie from the program PPStream without concerning that I'm having my exam this week.

I blamed her that after she used the computer, my program can't work. It's obivous, it's not her fault, it's the program's problem, but I keep pointing my finger at her.

I'm jealous with her. What ever she said, my parents won't get angry. But if I said the same thing, my parents may get angry. Is this due to the difference in the way of talking cause parents to get angry?

I'm jealous with her. When we get home, my doggie keeps searching for her. My doggie only will plays this kind of game with her, I'm jealous. Even my doggie treats my sister better, this proved that how bad am I.

I'm not a nice or a caring girl. On the contrary, I'm a bad and evil girl. I deserve to be alone...