Happy a bit, smile more, and you'll be good

Today, I asked Zakuro to borrow me her's 'The Twilight Saga'. Wow, miracle do happen! I thought this day wouldn't come, but today, I'm borrowing a BOOK from my friend!

What happen to me? What made me wanna borrow a book from Zakuro. I'm the type of person that wouldn't touch a book if the condition allows, esspeically a 500 pages thick novel.

Maybe this is just because I'm interested in the Twilight movie. Yeah, definitely this is the reason. I'm sure that I'm still the same, wouldn't touch any book, except for 'The Twilight Saga'~!

Haha... I'm crazy...

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I can't express my emotion at facebook, my brother will start scolding me..

I can't express my emotion to my parents, they don't know me, they'll only scold me, and so this and so that.

I can't express my emotion to my friends, I don't want them to worry, and I really don't know how to tell them.

I discovered that, I have no body to talk to.

At the past few years, at least my doggie will listen to what I've said to her. But now... don't mention.

Although I'm under depression mode, I still have to memorize my oral script. I wanna cry, can anyone lend me your shoulder?

Suddenly, I think of a friend of mine...

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Horrible, what a horrible world I'm living in. I... I can't believe I had seen it with my own bare eyes...

About half and hour ago, I walked out my house and have a walk with the puppies. I started counting the puppies, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5... I'm wondering, where is the sixth puppy.

When I turned my head to the right, I saw that sixth puppy. The puppy is busy consuming something. I walked towards the puppy and I saw a horrible incident.

The puppy.... the puppy is eating her's own species. A few week's old puppy eating a new-born puppy. The pity puppy had been eaten and separated into two pieces. I even saw the organ of the puppy's...

I can't believe that I saw this incident with my own eyes. I can't believe that a few week's old puppy will harm a new-born puppy. I can't believe it...

I'm.... I'm not okay right now. Feeling like throwing up when I recall what I had seen.

I'm living in a horrible world...

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Today, I don't know why I'm so tired although I slept quite early yesterday. No matter how long I sleep, I still feel tired.

Mum asked me to bath my doggie just now, but I really don't have the energy to bath her. Sorry mum, Jess.

Mum is wiping the floor and she asked me, what have I done for the whole morning. Mum, I... done nothing other than sleeping..

Sorry mum, I'm useless, I'm self-centeredness, I know..

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Seems like I didn't update this blog since long time ago. Actually, I'm busing with other blog, haha ^^

After my father and I will be coming to Ipoh to get some goods for chinese new year. Parents are busying with entertaining customers and I'm busy finishing my assignments and handling my mood.

I think everything is going back to normally. Only maybe and maybe only.

Chinese New Year is coming but I sitll didn't feel it. New year, time for me to collect ang pau!

Lets play a game? Let us see who get the most amount of money this year. Who wanna join the game? Haha, my childish act..

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I had created a blog again. A secret but public blog.

This blog will be all about the entire me, the good one nor the bad one. I'll consider nobody know that blog, so that I can really write everything out.

Everything I hided, everything in my mind that I didn't dare to split it out, will be written at there. So if everyone know the presence of that blog, is just like knowing what I'm I thinking.

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I'm using new laptop now. ^^

My father got this laptop from his working place. This laptop is one of the prize of a 'buying pink guava juice' competition.

The brand of this laptop, Asus? I'm not really sure what is this brand actually, didn't heard of this name either. But it is similiar to Alyssa's laptop.

Haha, now I have 1 destop, 2 laptops at my house now. ^^

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During recess, he and I had a friendly match, AGAIN! After the match, I felt damn hot, but I'm glad for having that match. This made me recall something about my life during primany school.

Before the match, he sent me an invitation. Thanks for the invitation, I really do hope that I can join it too, but I can't, I just can't.

In my own opinion, I think he knows something, so he sent that invitation. But, I'm not sure he sent that invitation seriously or not, haha..

Match? Do you really think so? Haiz...

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Around 3.45p.m., 37.2
Around 4.15p.m., 37.5
Around 8.15p.m., 38.2

This is my body temperature for today. When I returned from school, I feel better. But after I came back from Biology tuition, the temperature rised.

38.2, I I don't feel it. I just feel that my body is burning up.

Not only that, I don't know why I'm suffering from pain. I can't comfirm where the pain come from, it just like coming from the upper part of my stomach.

Gonna memorize my lisan first before I go to bed. Falling sick can't be the reason for taking a break...


The songs Alyssa gave me just now, not 100% complete! T.T Gonna find her next week again...

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